Good Morning sunshine, I am so glad to see your smile. You crept into my window and gave me another view. I am so thankful that I saw your guiding light, it blessed today and will lead me through the night. Although my heart is aching the sunlight gives me hope, knowing one day like the sun the light will break through, it will give me the power I need to make it through. Be Blessed today and always

Art is the most beautiful way to tell a story. I was going to post a message about my son, but I will post that on tomorrow. Today I reminded of days spent in the country at my great grandma's house and the stories she told us about the history of our ancestors. I use to take those stories for granted, but now I know how important those stories where to my soul.

Let Your Light Shine

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
-Marianne Williamson

The first time I really heard this quote was on "Akeelah and the Bee." Lawerence Fishburne spoke so eloquently as he uttered the words that were now embedded in my soul. These words are words of inspiration that I would like to pass on to my children and my children's children. I am but three days away from take a first step in the rest of my son's life. The baby that I birth on April 2, 1990 will leave me for the first time to go off to college. As I wash his clothes and pack each bag, there are memories of our struggles, our successes, our disagreements, and the life that we have shared over the past 19 years. I would not trade one day with him, if God were to ask me, if I would do it again, I would say yes. As he prepare to leave home, the prayer that I have from his is this:
My Dear Son:
I ask God to watch over you, protect you, carry you through, I ask that he gives you the wisdom and knowledge to be an example for other young men. I ask God to give you strength and endurance. On the days when you want to come home give you the strength to endure. I speak blessing into your life, your were not only created in your father and I images, but you are created in the image of God. Therefore, although things may not always go smoothly in your life, you have a birth right and that is the right to shine, the right to be talented, the right to live the life that God has planned for you. Do not ever look back and have regrets, know in your heart that God has a plan for you, even when the plan looks dim, God is shining his light and you will receive it. I ask God to guide my son, if he should want to come home, I ask that God will help him to see that his future is more important than his present situation. Most of all God, I pray that you will strengthen my heart to let go and let God. As tears stream down my face, I want you to know that I trust God more than anyone on this Earth and I claim the victory in your Life. Remember that "through Christ you can do All Things." I love you and I know that God is not through with you yet. Most all know that when God says yes, ten thousand can be against you, but you will prevail. Amen.

Thank you for giving me this son!

Invest in Others

From time to time I watch Joel Osteen. Each and everyday I receive his daily word in my email. Tonight before going to bed, I turned the channel to channel 35 and Joel Osteen was on. Joel Osteen gave a message that not only should I live by, but we must teach our children to live by. Joel pointed out how important it is to invest in others. I have been guilty of wanting to reach that point in my life where I can invest in others, thinking of "when I become this, I can do that." What I have ignored is the precious gifts that God has given to me. I am a computer wiz, my children are also. I never thought about this until today. I come from a generation of people who were given gifts, talents and wisdom, but not many took the time to pass it on.I do not know if it was because they were working so hard to provide that the idea of passing on a legacy was not important. Sometimes I think about my grandmothers, one of them was a seamstress and the other a baker.I often wonder, "if I had spent more time with my grandmother and not became so frustrated with threading a needle on a sewing machine, would I have gained a skill that I could have passed on, if I had stopped playing long enough to learn to make my great grandma's Keylime cake and homemade biscuits, my son would not always want biscuits from Popeye's.Not to say I can not cook, but the old fashion things that my grandma use to do have actually skipped a generation. If only I would have is a hard phrase to swallow. Yet, I never took the time to ask the question how? Now that I am older I want to make sure that the legacy that I leave my children will not only be wisdom, knowledge, the power of prayer, computer skills, writing etc., but I want my children to understand that all the talent in the world is nothing if it is not shared. I want them to know that they must give back, reach out and help others in order for their legacy to be known. It is by investing in others that our legacy is able to live on. Now I might not have learned to cook the biscuits or the keylime pie, but I learned how to make the best banana pudding in the world, fry chicken and even make a dress, but if I had the knowledge back then that I have now, I would have taken the investments of my grandparents in order for their legacy to live on.
Joel Osteen told the story of how as a little boy a little old lady, who was not rich and no relation to him at all, but she had the power of prayer in her life and decided to invest in him. This lady would always single him out and pray from him. She would pray favor on his life, and would ask God to give him wisdom and knowledge. Joel gives credit to this lady for teaching him how to pray. He stated, "Even though he often times said, "Not again," this lady invested in him." We never know the imprints that we are placing in another person's life. It can be the simple act of kindness. If we would only give not so much of our money, but our knowledge and our time. Or just reach back and pull someone else up, we can pass it on!
It is my prayer today that we search within to discover what we have to offer someone else, we realize that the gift of love, time, and passing on your knowledge is just one stepping stone into our life's legacy, yet it is worth the effort of passing it on. Like Pattie said, "When you've been blessed pass it on!
Be Blessed!

DARE TO DREAM

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A year ago I set out to follow my own dream and to start a network that I thought would be an asset to the Alumni graduates from high school. The network was started with the most simplest and purest intentions. Yet, I ended up going through a test of my own. Some people on the network did not agree with some choices and decisions that I made. It left me questioning my own intentions and I withdrew, not because there was any truth or trouble in what had happened. I just did not understand how to deal with people who where so judgemental, so I decide to take a step out side of the situation and to view it for a few moments from another perspective. This allowed me to determine what my next move would be. I then again continue to proceed with things the way that I wanted them to be, and again I was challenged . After meeting the second challenge, I decided that I did not need nor wanted to be tried in this way. I understood that the vision that I had was given to me by God and I begin to pray for guidance and directions. After praying I continued to wait on God for an answer and I realized that God had already given me an answer. The answer was simple, God gave me a vision, and that vision was put into motion. I may not have been as transparent as a should or could have been, but I knew that God had designed this plan. What I did was allowed others to project their ideas about what should or should not be on to me; that was my mistake, I put my dream on hold because of others. Although I thought that I had grown from this type of decisionmaking years ago, I still allowed others to determine my own destination with a project that God had given to me. Today I thank God for those individual attempting to block my blessing, because it has added to my wisdom and shown me that everyone may not be for you and regardless of what is going on in some one else's mind, never allow others to lead the road where you are given leadership. I also know now more than ever what my mother mean when she says "If God be for you, the world can be against you, but you shall prevail" I pray more, I fast and I know that God's grace and mercy will forever be my guiding light. I made one mistake, when I was given this vision, I never once prayed about the direction to take my idea. I will never make this mistake again. I have always depended on God for direction and I will continue too. I will not allow the enemy to keep me from a destination, a blessing and more importantly from blessing others. This is the will of God concerning me!

Today I will ask God to guide and show me the way. For He is the author and the finisher of my life and I must depend on ONLY God to determine my daily action.

Be BLESSED!

Forgiveness

I often wonder how do we forgive those who knowingly hurt us and say things that are against us. I was riding in my car today and I pulled up beside a couple. This couple was cursing and fussing, calling each other every name,but a child of God. I nicely rolled up my window and began to wonder. If someone said those things to you what would you do? Could you love someone who literally say you are a worthless person? How do the children in that relationship feel? I then proceed to go on to my husband's uncle funeral. As I listen to the preacher, I realized that forgiveness is a must, we must learn to love those who purposely misuse us. Because the human part of me is constantly saying, there is no way, I would put up with this or that. There is a part of me that is saying, in order to be like Christ, I must learn to look past other faults. It is my belief that we do not have to live in an environment like this, but we must learn to forgive the person and move on. I don't know what happened after I left the red light, but I prayed for the couple and asked that God would give them the strength to endure and to forgive them for the words that they used that cut not only their spirit, but my spirit. I was also reminded of the times when my husband and I are not in agreement and I asked God to make me worthy, by keeping my tongue free of words that would not edify my husband. Today I learned from someone else's mistake and I pray that it will be a lesson I will always remember.